the original ah lian;
Monday, May 01, 2006
Gah, I mentioned before a person having no purpose in life?
Hm, some people thinks I don't have a purpose in life, and thus I'm 'slacking'.
And like, because I'm so NOT religiously hitting the books = Celestine's not studying! She'll go on to fail everything in life! She's a loser!!!!
Do you think I give a FUCK about what you all think about me anymore? Everyone around me, you see the raw, true me. No additives, no dark hidden secrets.
And don't think I can't hear you all. To the people who flame me, I see you and I can't be bothered.
And to those who were thinking.
I have a life. I still have so many things to do. I've gotta prove to you people what I am really made of. I've gotta kick some of yer asses so good you'll zip up your huge gaping gap you call a mouth. I still have a Haagen Daaz treat that Steph is going to treat the clique to. I've still got a Bandits Sec 2 chalet to organize. I've still got to watch finish One Piece. [ okay, not good example.]
I"m a free spirit and a non-conformist.
I am a tomboy yet a girl, I'm a rebel yet a good daughter. I cry, I laugh, I have my crushes, I angst. I have the usual teenage mood swings. I follow and don't follow the 'trends' in school. I am a good student, I'm the worst pupil. I'm smart, I'm dumb. I contradict and I don't at the same time. I make mistakes all the time.
But I'm human and that's all you can ever ask of me. I'm sorry, I don't mean to let some of you down, but I do anyways.
But that is who I am. Loser, winner, daughter, student, friend, enemy, human.
I am Celestine, and that's all I can ever be.
So watch me, and I'll prove to you critics just how much you were wrong about me.
subarashiki sekai 10:22 AM
